What has led me to this journey...

My soul sings Psalms 27 :4, “One thing I have asked of the Lord, that I will seek after: that I may dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life, to gaze upon His Beauty and inquire in His Temple!” I cannot wait until the day that we will be able to see behind the veil, the parables, the mysteries to deep for us to fathom now; and actually be able to learn from Jesus Himself how we are to worship in the New Heaven and New Earth. Until then may the Holy Spirit guide my endeavors to finding out who is the True Jesus? How are we supposed to live like Him? And who is The Father that sent Him and gave Him His Glory and Authority? What is the Church missing? How far has the antichrist spread lies? Some things may not be for us to know now, and if I get to those points, I pray my mind will be calmed by the presence of Christ to let them go until we are face to face and not separated by this dim mirror

I don’t even really know what I am writing...when the notion was first put in my head, I thought maybe I was to write a book about how to make it out of this world alive. Something in my Spirit is telling me that time is running out, and our Savior is coming soon. I feel as if the modern day church is lost just as prophecy foretold, running after a false christ, a false religion, a false god, and a false life that’s headed for death. I pray that I am not the one being deceived by my own nature, my own mind, my own inclinations. But my brain just notices discrepancies, I can’t explain it, but alarms go off inside of me when things don’t add up. What most people are preaching today, is not adding up to the Truth I am reading that was breathed by Adonai through prophets and communicated with us.

Now I am not a sola scriptoria person, because well it just doesn’t make sense to me. The Catholics made the Canon, and Protestants don’t agree with anything that’s Catholic, but you take a couple books out of their prescribed Bible and your good??? That is you final authority? Something that came from people you don’t agree with? Yea...not working for me....And then you have the Catholic Church, in their mind, they are the final authority....but wait wasn’t there a church before you guys? Wasn’t there followers of Jesus before their were Catholics? Weren’t their Jewish people waiting for a Messiah, who was Jesus for 1000s of years before the Catholic Church was even a thought??? So yeah that’s not working for me either...Moving onto the Jews, well some Messianic ones are great, and seem to be in line with what I believe coming out of Christianity. But, and these are my favorite, some want to argue old beliefs, and what I am coming to find out is I don’t know about old beliefs. You know what beliefs Jesus and His family actually held when He was alive...I don’t actually know what His followers did worship wise building a following after Him, other than what’s in the New Testament....I feel like I am missing a lot!!!

My general consensus has now turned into this, if little old me, who dives deep into everything, doesn’t know, most protestant who know idea what I am even talking about. Now I am not saying that Protestant are more led astray than Catholics or Jews, the Bible literally tells us the Jews have been blinded so we can come in. But with this modern prosperity gospel, or cookie cutter seminary theology is all we are getting in the Protestant Church, will people ever even want to question if there’s more to know? I know we are warned that people in the end do not want to hear the Truth, they like their false gospel tickling their ears...But there has to be more MEs, there has to be people who want to know Jesus and God as His Chosen People should. And I know He wants to reveal Himself because He wants everybody to be saved...So I think this transforming into an informative blog, or just me sharing my journey and what I am learning about Jesus and God and what our religion is supposed to look like. And if just one person, or even if just me, I know the Holy Spirit has been moving me to write, share what I am learning. And I know that I have not been obedient because I don’t think I have anything important to say, I don’t think I am smarter than the religious viewpoints before me, I don’t think anyone other than my husband will even read this...

What that boils down to is, I don’t believe enough! The Lord sees us to completion, but I am not sure that is on this side of life. I know a lot of people who think they are completed, but I beg that they are just forgotten how big our God really is. So I am stepping faith, I mean its not costing me anything, but time and I can’t think of a better way to spend my time than being obedient to my Creator. I say it all the time, and maybe I need to follow my own advice more. We are the created, not the Creator, we are important, but not as important as His Will. We don’t have to understand it, we don’t have to like, we just have to follow Him!

For anyone who does read this, Shalom Shalom, may the Lord bless our hearts and minds to stay solely on Him through this journey. And may He protect us from any evil entity that would to snuff out the Truth and try hide who Savior truly is and what He wants for us. Open our minds and let them not be tempted or stunted to veer off level paths, but reveal Your True Self to us more and more as we seek you Adonai. I ask this through the King of the Universe, Jesus Christ..